I'm sorry and I really mean it...

I'm so sorry.. I really didn't meant to make you hate me. It was her! Back then, I was too weak to loose her cause I thought that she makes me feel.. useful. But now, I feel like a trash.

You were always a good friend to me and I wasn't. And I'm really sorry for that. I hate myself as much as you do right now. But please dont say you dont want to be friends with me anymore.

I'm not wanting anything from you. I just want to be friends for life. When I was down, you were there for me. And I'm grateful of that.

I'm just a selfish bitch with a stupid ass head for doing does things to you.

I feel terrible...

But I'm begging you to not suggest that we dont be friends anymore.. I would kill myself to keep you with me.

I dont want to loose a friend like you.. You're too special to me

But I cannot lie that you've been a little bossy and pushy in the past. But you've changed soo much in soo many good ways I cant describe.

I dont like seeing you being hurt or crying. It makes me wanna die.

I'm soo sorry, Jean.

But if you really cant take it and dont wanna be friends anymore, that's fine.

But just remember, what you choose is what you'll have forever.