To a special someone

It's not what you write or talk about me that counts..It's about how you show it to me. And I wont be the one who tells you how to do it.

You have to find a way if you really are my best friend... It's not like I will be there to tell you what I want you to do and stuff.. That wont change anything.

I want you to really appreciate me. I want you to not leave me out. I want alot of things from you but when I do, it would be unfair to you.

I want you and I to be happy at the same time. I want you to really really prove it. I already prove to the world that you're my best friend. I feel like I'm just a shadow behind your back.

It feels horrible when I see you get everything and I dont. It may sound ridiculous but yes, I am jealous of you. I kept thinking to myself : 'I cant take this anymore... I hate my life! '

But now, I want to forget about the pass and live the present. You dont have to tell everyone that I'm your best friend or talk about me. At least just show that you appreciate.

It's obvious that you'll ask me how you're supposed to show but I wont be answering you. If you were truly my best friend, you'll somehow find a way.

I know you're still gonna take some time, but if you really give up. Just tell me. I would understand.

It'll be hard if I had to loose you but I'll somehow find a way. So will you

Love always,
Sherlyne